Countdown

Only four more days until Ches comes home. I say "only", but it feels like an eternity. He's been gone for three days, and they have been the longest three days of my life.

I love my children dearly, but I fear for their lives. If there is another fever, another crying fit, another whine... I just don't know how much longer I can keep it together. I am exhausted, my body aches, my feet are swollen, and I just plain miss my husband.

I am NOT cut out for single motherhood. Especially not when I am 6 months pregnant. I hope nothing every happens to make me an actual single mother. I may have to move in with my parents!!

Keep praying for my sanity, everyone. Mr. Universe, we miss you so much, you can't even imagine. Seriously.